How Did I Get Here?

So my daughter emailed me and told me to post already.  I never know what to say on these things.


Do you ever wonder how you got to where you are today?  I wonder that every day.  Sometimes, I think about it so much, I get so depressed, I just want to crawl back in bed.  I try to think of the good days but I still can't figure out how I got here.  I know I was born and went to school and played with my friends then graduated from high school then went to college and by a miracle graduated from there too.  I know I met the love of my life shortly after I graduated and that I worked as a social worker for 20 years and I have a daughter who is my best friend.  Then, I know, the love of my life died.  I know I have 2 grandchildren and a son-in-law and that I sit in my room and play WoW and play with my grandchildren and drive everyone crazy and that weeks pass and I don't know where they went. But I still don't know how I got HERE.